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Name: Gabriella
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 3/29/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: drawing, singing, video games, anime, jose, thinking, playing puzzle pirates, snacking, huggling
Expertise: uncomfiness, unwanted melancholy
Occupation: Government
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Risiken
Member Since:
9/27/2003
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| oh my god, just read some of my entries...lame. since then i went through a year of horrible decisions, horrible events and equally horrible discoveries of those i thought were my close friends. And since THEN, i live with jose, work in my school and graduate in march. Drama-free life is the way to go. "Nice and cute Gaby" isnt quite around anymore but at least disturbed and fucked up Gaby is out the window. Last summer traumatized but woke me up. Thanks for that Summer '06-you were great, best and worst times of my life.
So yeah, content gaby is around if you need her, so dont be too shy to give this one a call ^_~
-<3
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| my birthday was yesterday, it was awesomeness with a bit of craziness
that i hopefully won't have to be around again. my gaby came home from
costa rica and got me the cutest frame and these little chococat socks
that would never fit me but they're imitation chococat so =P hehe. this
kid in my film study class got me this little stuffed dog and candy and
a card, i seriously never talk to him, i told him monday "yeah, my
birthday's tomorrow" but i was so surprised =P. and my jose got me the
prettiest orchids and this book that i've wanted for forever called
fruits. it's awesome ^_^. i think that's about it for mah birthday,
maybe another update later...
<3!
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so spring break has begun with a bang of sleeping til 12, eating and going straight to jose's and having nice fun =], hopefully mari and i get to go shopping wednesday or thursday, we're gonna have some sister time before this weekend, before mah daddy comes to town to make us mopey for another week =P, yep, shopping, movies and a sleepover, we haven't been able to hang out or talk much lately so it'll be super nice ^_^. what else?...i really wanted to go to this lavender cabaret for my birthday but it's 21 and over, so i'm saddened, the other show was nice raunchy, wasn't too into it, but we'll see. need to call adriana and natali about birthday plans, and megan if she's not busy, are you working yet? i dunno anymore =P. i bet none of it will even go through, that's how it usually works for me, but i've been in my happy hopeful moods for a few days now, maybe it'll last =].
i saw the ring 2 on saturday, kinda sucked but i paid so i have to like it =P hehe, it was okay, the faces were the scariest parts and those lasted a whole 1/2 second, but it was nice, got jose out of the house and out of a funk, i like being able to cheer him up when nothing else can ^_^.
i feel like something else is up...dunno.
today i watched these eps of buffy, third season with faith, made me remember how, when i was younger, i loved faith and how i wanted to be like her (i'm a huge loser if you haven't noticed =P), i've always loved the villians, knowing they're on the losing end, i still love them, maybe cause i know i could never be as mean or cold...or maybe cause i know i have been that mean or cold and loved every second of it...whichever. i keep thinking or feeling like i'm hiding something, maybe that's what it is, god knows i haven't always been nice cute little gaby, jose kind of made me that way, like a side effect of having happiness or something =P. i don't necessarily mind, i mean how far can someone go just being a bitch all the time? i don't need that kind of stress letting myself be annoyed that much so i guess i'd just rather be nice.
poo, enough ranting, it's almost 3 in the morning, friggin spring break =P imma go to sleep
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i like life right now, it's not horribly exciting but it's kinda cool, i mean spring break trips have gone out the window but downtown shopping sprees will definitely make up for it so i don't mind plus getting the job at Sanrio (hello kitty store) is pretty friggin awesome, i found out yesterday, i'm so happy about it that store makes me all happy with it's cuteness! hah. today was nice, i finally got to hang out with my gaby , ended up being me, her, nick and joey but it was still fun, nice to get out with new people. gaby's awesome; for my birthday i wanna hang out with her, megan and adriana, i dunno what i wanna do yet though, maybe just go to lunch or something, my mom said i'll have the car. my birthday's the 29th, just a couple weeks, the big 1-8. wootwoot for ms gaby =]. but i dunno what i wanna do, my uncle wants to get me an ipod and take me to a play or something, and i told my mom that'd it'd be awesome if she just got me a ticket for some stand-up, i'd love that, and maybe i'll talk to mari and juan about taking jose and i to the burlesque show in the north side, that'd be awesome. i'd want to have a big party or something, but i really don't talk to nearly enough people to have one, so it's cool, i like to spend whole weekends for my birthday but spring break gave me a whole extra week, yayay. bah, i think i'm done, off to shower
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| "why is his head so big? WHY is his head so big!??!"
sighh. i wanna update but i dunno what to say....this week was finals, they were all pretty easy, college algebra was kinda eh, but i'm pretty sure i passed with a b, i'm hoping. everything else was super easy. i'm getting really lazy in fashion, i've come to find out that i don't like doing jeans...they're dumb, i wanna just make skirts and shirts, i'm just so tired lately, i don't wanna do nuffin. and i still have to do my essay for scholarships, there's no way my dad's gonna pay 34,000 for just an associate's degree, and i need to try to get the half-tuition scholarship from the school, but i need to do 10 designs...i'm not a designer, i just make the stuffs, the few that i have, i like, but other than that, i just don't see myself as super original great designer, like i feel like the other students will do so much better, but maybe that's how they get us fashion production kids, they know we're not designers so they're like "best portfolio o' crap wins" or like "none of this is good enough, you all lose!" =P i just wanna be a fashion design teacher, i love when i teach the girls in class, especially the ones who really wanna learn, like the sophmores and juniors, they're so fucking awesome, the girls in my class are such brats, they need to grow up or get over themselves, not all of them, but most of them. like i have adriana, my personal student that mrs. rivera assigned to me, she just wants to pass but she's one of the most dedicated for not even "really into it". i hate being self-conscious, i always feel like she really doesn't like me, like she just talks to me to be nice, i dunno, i asked her why the other girls just kind of avoid me or don't wanna talk to me, she said that they've mentioned how they think i'm a teacher's pet. ¬_¬ right, so apparently liking what i'm doing since i'm gonna go to college for it and being good at what i do is being a teacher's pet, mrs. rivero talks to me cause she knows i'm not a little brat like the other girls, not like i do a bunch of crap for her, brats need to get their shit straight, dummies. like i said, gotta get over themselves. i just thought it was wierd how for some reason they all avoid me like the plague unless they need help, then everyone's like "gaby!" and then it's like "okay you can go now" =P. poo to them, then they wonder why i'm around adriana more, losers.
i love foster's home of imaginary friends, it's awesome, all cute and goofy. it's the bestest. i've gotten addicted to invader zim, i watched a few of the second season episodes, gir's so great, "why is his head so big? WHYYYY is his head so big?!?!?" i want a gir doll. haha, yesterday i said that to my mom out of nowhere, she was so confused, it was hilarious. then i was like "kay, night" hehe.
tomorrow's a date with jose, i love being able to go on real dates since i got my license, it's the bestest. maybe cause he's the bestest =P.
i think my uncle set the date, i think we're going to italy on march 21st during spring break, and then we're gonna go to london for the last few days, i'm kinda nervous cause i'll be all confuzzled like "what the hell is going on!?!?" but i'll try, it'll still be good great fun to be in another country without my mama and with my sister. when we went to london my freshmen year my mom was so mean to me, and i was pretty bitchy too because of her and the plane trip. but i'm HOPING that this time will be better, especially since we'll have a week. i dunno, my uncle spoils us, he has no real family like kids cept for us, so he likes to do what he can to spoil us, he's the best, he's so excited cause he'll be able to walk around a lot more cause last time he was HUGE, but he got that gastric bypass surgery and so far he's lost 80 pounds and walking isn't that big of a deal for him anymore, so by march he should be all set, yayaya for junior!
okay i think that's on, now it's hihi puffy ami yumi and then degrassi, so i'm out. nightnight honey bunnies <3
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